you know what i'm feelin a little mean

ahahahahaha

it seems that the sky seems happy and sad...hmmm such a dillemma.. i say that you become happy. now now now!

and make it slightly cooler please..after all it is fall~~

jess~~

yup. i'm still at work..i had the need to post this picture too....



some geese on steroidsss~~~

apparently these geese are very mean...they chase ppl and peck them...and honk at them...
according to my boss, he said that one of them died last year...he thinks it's b/c one of them might have broke it's neck while pecking at someone.... o_o
that's kind of scary now that i think about it...

anywho, i have a ton of work to do...good day :)

i was working and turned around to see a little rascal peering into my window today~


kekeke look at this rascal~~
it was actually standing straight up and looking into my window buuttt...i think it heard me get up to take a picture...
teehee~ you left a little too late though b/c i was able to take a picture of you~~

anywho, i should end this entry since i'm still at work..k~ i might get caught by my boss T_T
then he'll chew my ass.....that's not too goodd....~

tooddllleeesss~~

jess

two life long goals for me has been finished!
-donate blood-check
-see a shooting star-check

:) i'm quite happy

i'm so sick of everyone and everything. i'm so sick of this stupid society and there fucking fakeness. you're just so fucking annoying. friend or no friend you're getting on my last nerves. fuck you.

i was quite proud of myself yesterday for giving blood :)



see the dot? :)

now write what you're proud of yourself for!! :)

anywho

so yesterday we surprised mr. sarah man cuz it was b-day :)
sadly i have no pictures cuz my camera was dead at home :(

but nonetheless i think it was quite successful and we had a grand ol' time! :)

i feel like i'm getting more and more irritated....

........

my throat.....

....it tastes like dried blood....

...could this be the cause from exhaustedness and an almost awesome concert....?

wow seriously like what. what the fuck did i study for. this is complete bullshit. i dont know how i can't remember. i hope my brain deterorates and dies. see i didnt even spell that fucking correctly. gawd fuck it.

hmmm....

today i heard complement that i'd never hear....

although i dont agree with it.......

i'll still accept it ^^;;

it's a first step to something....

kekeke~

i had to sprint to my car after fifth =(

i was wearing a white shirt...

there was water everywhere.....

it was raining like cats and dogs...


[story end]
TT_TT huhuhuhu...


v cv gb/gyuj jujnjkm jm,kjfglyhi9 khm<---that was trixi

;xcffijrtfr2 54r 49                       b 9b rr

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^that was pixi -__- she laid on the keyboard......


(airen i love ur faece)

the twinz are nao 5 months old =) there going to turn 6 monthz soon =)

-jess ♥♥

so it's been a while since the last time i have updated....(it has been forever!!)
i am back to tell you i'm doin well and eatin well...but i am still frustrated with MOSQUITOS!! it's fall now! the weather is shifting GO DIE ALREADYY!! AND STOP BITING MEEEE D<

with that i will conclude this wonderful post with some horrid pictures of the five mosquito bites i have obtained in less than five minutes...all in one area. if you have a weak heart....turn your heads NOW!






and now i bid you....good night lj. and i hope you find these sexy pictures of my wonderful mosquito bites...rather enjoyable than disturbing...although i figure that'd be pretty damn hard considering the fact that they look like that T_T

-jess

MAYBE IT'S JUST ME BUT I DONT LIKE IT WHEN PPL TRY TO USE ME. GAWD DAMMIT TRY TO BEFRIEND ME FIRST. DAMN,

maybe it's just cause i havent gotten sick like this for a long time. but i'm sad and miserable :( i miss everyone that's away, i miss everyone here.ehhhh i feel miserable. oh mister body, what made you sick. i'd like to know so i can reverse time and AVOID getting sick. i want to eat chocolate cake and 90210 cuz their dumb richass makes me LMFAO....and the drama can get quite addicting! ugh i feel like shit. my head doesnt hurt anymore but my eyeballs do. ugh.

school started again on the 24th! also steph's birthday~ happy belated b-day.
finished the first week of school on 28th.
after school on friday i was all like BLEHHHH cuz i got sick
oh i started working. and you now at first it wasnt all that bad. but now. it's like wtf boring. seriously. and my boss is kind of annoying,
he kinda creeps me out too. BLARG

i'm sleepy. and wants chocolate cake cuz FREAKING AIREN ISNT MAKING ME BROWNIES. D<

on another note what made me feel better today was....


...this certainly needs to be larger. :]

everybody,

peace out from the sad and miserable.

jess *cleans everything with purell*

p.s. i think it's funny i get sad whenever i listen to vinushka :[

fhosirkwjroaiksjfe.

i'm sleepy
and classes are a butt

i dont want to do anything...damn paperwork.
ehhhhhh.....i wonder how this school year will turn out to be.

let's wait and see......ugh second day tomorrow...i want to switch all my classes...cept first period gov't. i like that class cuz A. i have loads of ppl to talk to and B. we have football coach which means i can slack off :D oh dear lord this is bad :0 :D :]

good luck to airen and ryan since it's their first year
good luck to sarah cuz it's junior year
ester you and i will survive through this year xD

oh man.....*sleeeps*

heres a thought:

why do ppl take having a life for granted?
so many ppl do drugs and abuse alcohol usages.
but why, why do ppl continuously do it? if you really dont want to live then go fucking die. seirously. taking drugs just becuz "it feels good" is no excuse. just cuz you want to fucking run away. how about this: quit being a fucking retarded coward and own up to your own mistakes. seriously. are drugs really THAT fucking "cool" to throw something so precious away when so many struggle for it? think about it. you sit there and take fucking drugs knowing that there are thousands and thousands of ppl out there struggling to live aka cancer patients ppl with terminal illnesses diseases etc etc. is it THAT important to fit into the freaking society. like seirously what?! just go die if your going to do that shit. honestly i dont think anybody really deserves to die. but when ppl abuse there freaking lives like that. it really pisses me off and think go die you motherfucking moron, obviously you dont deserve to have a life if your going to run around doing shit like that, some ppl would just be thankful and grateful to even be outside of a hospital. meanwhile there some moron over there in the corner snorting some shit. seriously. like what?! yes we live and learn from our mistakes but we should be able to be SMART enough to learn from our mistakes. and to those ppl i applaud you for those that do not learn go die. just go die.

the very angry

jk

uwah~
last time i updated this blog was about 8 weeks ago....oops c:
lets update then!
summers been boring and fun all at the same time. today was especially fun!
-sugarbehbehs
-shopping at thrift stores
-eating at ruggles
-The Menil

we all woke up at like 7-8ish and left around 9:15-20ish

anywho muchos fun! afterwards came back to my house went to ross and old navy then came back ate pizza and watched movies YAY! c:

anywhos. life is....pretty good?

the babies are good

oh yes! HALMONI'S COMING BACK YAY! :D :D

i really cant wait until she does! i'm so exciteddd!!!!! i dont even know what to do! i want to pee in my pants D:

oiiiii life...what an interesting thing.....

i'm quite bored. i dont really know what to write about....i'm sleepy

we surprised ryan today. it was nice. i'm sleepy.

good night